RANDOM THOUGHT OF SAWASDEE19 LCCU

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RANDOM THOUGHT OF SAWASDEE19 LCCU
TO: PEOPLE, IF YOU READ PLEASE COMMENT ANYTHING, NOT ONLY LIKE. Thanks :)
I post everything here not because I wanna spam you guys,
nor I wanna tell the world that I’ve done something here,
nor to please anyone in this whole world.

It’s simply because.. Maybe next time, when I leave this project and those kids miss me, they can find my pict and theirs inside this. I just remembered how big their excitement when we did a video call with the last previous EP coming last year. Or maybe for the next life I miss them, I can call them every time I want because I already made so many new big humble families(not only relation) here.
I have not been active in facebook for about 3 years, cause it was not exist anymore in my country. People prefer use the most popular and newer one there.

Coming here makes me realized how small world I knew, how much people are giving their best effort to spread kindness and love, and how much people are caring simply for humanities feeling. They are all put their utmost struggle on it. Coming here makes me realized about how can I face my fear, my fear to be judge, my fear to write, my fear to.. so many things I cannot explain.

Coming here, is definitely a big work for me. Before go and now when I’m here. I put lot of efforts to (at least) not asking my parents money for this project. So, I pushed out my limit for doing something that I’ve never imagine before, something that I still cannot write here for some reasons. Something that makes me realized that God sometimes hold up his mercy not because He doesn’t hear you nor abandon you, it’s only because He knows that you still can do more and reach your highest limit. He loves human do their best work, because He already prepare a gift for those who can overcome the hardness and reach their own top.
And coming here is a big work because I want to create myself. Please look, I’m creating me, not finding me. The truth is everyone can never find their self because they already owning it. They mostly miss the point of the way like ‘what kind of me is it’. And creating is always harder than just finding.

I’m kind of person who believes that we learn from mistakes. So, it’s okay to do mistakes. It’s not kind of fear you must avoid to. Facing it is far more fascinating that you can prove yourself that you’re brave enough to be judged, hated, or even humiliated. Eventually every mistake you made can teach you to create a better self. You’ll feel nothing about failure because you will understand that you’re still learning, so nothing to regret about it. And slowly you won’t feel any pain of it when it comes failure because you already appreciate every single work you had try.

I’m just grateful to figure out that I still realized and wrote it here. For some people maybe it’s kinda shits, but I strongly believe that for some others this is not a shit futile thing.
Please, let just do our best. You are not talking about how much YOU can GIVE for others, neither how much THEY will IMPROVE your life to create a better you.
But it’s exactly about US. How we lead our world, link it, tie it, and build it into a beautiful harmony.
Me-
Midnight 22.07.16